When we woke up this morning I thought it was going to be a good day. She thought it was going to be shit day. We laid there in the flat she bought, under the covers I bought on the sheets she cleans and the bed her mum and dad got her for her first wedding anniversary, which the dog and I have nothing to do with apart from that fact that we have both pissed in the bed and she knows nothing about this until just now

After being moved from the bedroom to other room I realised that when one gets caught pissing in a non- family environmental space it is no longer considered funny but more smelly and sick and deprived and crap then it would when one was young. So forgive me where my urine has laid where it meant no harm it was just looking for its place on the floor to be with others who could piss no more

we start today

it all stared today in the bright morning sky, i opened my eyes and the light hit me and i tried to open and it felt like i should sleep. i moved my head to get up and it did but the weight of my head fell down back to where it started. i stayed still for some time, i stayed still for a long time. my belly moved and made a sound and let go and moved and sound. it fells good the move and sound the sound. later i will walk and see what i came to do. i will stand tall and piss in the street and fuck to see what greets me and never let it be.